JUST BECAUSE I LOVED HIM !!

By Pankhuri Mishra ----  
                               
“Just because I loved him….loved a lot..!!!!!!”
The featureless story of a girl and a boy who loved each other a lot and dreamt of
making their lives like fantasy world.
The girl was very romantic and imagined choreographing her life with a recent song ’’
SHIRT DA BUTTON…” thereby the boy made new rules everyday to make her pack and safe for himself.


                        

One day the boy approached the girl and charged her for the prevailing conditions in his
life, the disease through which he was suffering and the rawness that captured him. The
girl was aware of his illness “CANCER”. She was shocked and felt herself culpable of
his disease.
She started thinking of the day when he proposed her and promised her to walk along left her making her cry with painful tears.

The speechless love between them lapsed in few seconds.
Now the question arises…Do you people also think that the girl was wrong
any where??? Whether she was blameworthy???
She was not getting any clue for the blames imposed on her. She was not so wicked.
She can’t bring any awful thought about him.
“Just because I loved him….loved a lot..!!!!!”

The boy left her alone and she used to curse herself. Her destiny was meant for such
days.The boy found her irritating due to her possessiveness for him.
This was painful for that lonely girl simultaneously were the most peaceful moments for
that guy. The time when she cried were the pleasant and jolly time for him. The whole
nights for which she was awake were the most frolic nights for him.
But she was wrong anywhere..Somewhere she did anything blind for which she was
paying. It can be her love or the ways by which she expressed her feelings.
It bothered a lot when her friends and closed ones asked for the reasons of break-up.
She was left with no words to explain her pain which she was carrying in her heart. Her
eyes used to get loaded with tears. She used to say ‘‘doing fine’’ but not the way what
she was with him…Not that care when he used to pamper her...Not that blush when he
used to compliment her…Not that ease when he used to sit beside her…Not that relief
when he used to walk along her…Not that satisfaction when he used to hug her tightly within his arms. He blossomed her days and splendored her nights.

 
The end left tears and hazy hearts. Still both have love for each other and they know it
but are afraid of expressing it. The girl stopped trusting people even their parents and
ruined her life thereby the silly boy started playing with others trust.
The whole story is by luck capturing two lovers in its fate. The boy razed her love in his life and the girl razed her life for her love.

Every story has to end and this ended not in the way she wanted it to. She let the boy go. Letting go, sometimes means, loving best…!!!
“Just because I loved him….loved a lot…!!!!!”

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